oh man.
i just made another girl
feel bad. HOLY CRAP.
and auntie if u actually do see this,
feeling sad is the process of getting
it out of my system!
LOL.
i suddenly like blogging.
clears my thoughts.
and since hardly anyone
reads anyway its good to use
this space to clear my thoughts.
and why do i bother to post it
online u ask?
its to alert my frens
or the minute [my-newt] population who
reads my blog that,
yes im emo, or whatever im feeling
but im still ALIVE and kicking.
HAHA.
waited for a call from 9 plus
in the morn till 5 plus.
hasnt come,
might not come.
dont know if it will.
didnt dare to leave my phone
in my room in fear the call
comes and i didnt hear it.
i dont like this kind of feeling.
really i dont.
and i freaking slept at 5am yest
playing hp games from
2am onwards.
trying hard to occupy myself,
my brain,
so maybe after im tired,
i can have a peaceful sleep.
suddenly,
with nothing to occupy yourself,
the days seem even longer then
it actually is.
and waiting to fall asleep is
plain agony.
i lost track how many times
i replayed mario in the desperateness
to fall asleep.
thank god im not working
this week.
i will comfirm die de.haha.
and elina im sorry for keeping
you up though u have sch! ><
or stuff like that.haha.
i just made another girl
feel bad. HOLY CRAP.
and auntie if u actually do see this,
feeling sad is the process of getting
it out of my system!
LOL.
i suddenly like blogging.
clears my thoughts.
and since hardly anyone
reads anyway its good to use
this space to clear my thoughts.
and why do i bother to post it
online u ask?
its to alert my frens
or the minute [my-newt] population who
reads my blog that,
yes im emo, or whatever im feeling
but im still ALIVE and kicking.
HAHA.
waited for a call from 9 plus
in the morn till 5 plus.
hasnt come,
might not come.
dont know if it will.
didnt dare to leave my phone
in my room in fear the call
comes and i didnt hear it.
i dont like this kind of feeling.
really i dont.
and i freaking slept at 5am yest
playing hp games from
2am onwards.
trying hard to occupy myself,
my brain,
so maybe after im tired,
i can have a peaceful sleep.
suddenly,
with nothing to occupy yourself,
the days seem even longer then
it actually is.
and waiting to fall asleep is
plain agony.
i lost track how many times
i replayed mario in the desperateness
to fall asleep.
thank god im not working
this week.
i will comfirm die de.haha.
and elina im sorry for keeping
you up though u have sch! ><
or stuff like that.haha.
